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Live and Listening

by Jeffrey Pepper Rodgers

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1.
It’s melting and freezing, can’t make up its mind It’s a tease and a promise to leave winter behind Is it faith or delusion that spring can be found The daffodils buried in the frozen ground Waiting for spring Waiting for spring The daffodils buried in the frozen ground Waiting for spring You’re coming and going, the door is ajar The distance as close as the distance is far No simple directions for healing this heart The end of the end is the start of the start Waiting for spring Waiting for spring The end of the end is the start of the start Waiting for spring One step and another, a word and a glance Each morning delivers a choice and a chance Whatever the weather, we fall and we rise We’re taking our chances just to open our eyes Waiting for spring Waiting for spring We’re taking our chances just to open our eyes Waiting for spring
2.
Shoulda coulda kept up with my lessons I would be a master by now Shoulda toured the world when I was younger Shoulda done what mama don’t allow Shoulda seen exactly what was coming Shoulda known the honeymoon would end Shoulda stopped the bully on the playground Shoulda coulda been a better friend In the rearview mirror, it is all so clear Just where the road not taken would have gone Giving so much care for the then and there We’ve got no clue what’s really going on Singing I...shoulda coulda Should coulda picked a different major Mighta made a stinking pile of dough Mighta had the luxury and leisure To wonder what I ever do it for Shoulda let you how I was feeling All the things that needed to be said Mighta had the crucial conversation Scripted out so clearly in my head Chorus Said I love you (shoulda coulda) Flossed my teeth more Gone to grad school Joined the Peace Corps Seized the moment Wrote the novel Told the whole truth Cut my losses Spoken up more Hit the road, Jack Used protection Learned a language Said thank you Tried harder Quit the damn job Been kinder I shoulda wasted way less time Singing I...shoulda coulda
3.
How long till it’s too late To stop the shouting Communicate How far till it’s too far To see each other As we are The loud man blows All the angry embers To open flame But the only word That he cares to hear Is his own name How loud till it’s too loud To hear each other In the crowd How long till it’s too late To work together Participate How far can we go down Till there’s nowhere To turn around We feed and feed Think it’s all we need So cut and dried Can we drop the mirror Face the fear Of the other side How long till it’s too late To stop the shouting Communicate Work together Participate Meet each other Face to face
4.
Here comes the bell, 6:08 The coffee starts to percolate Big blue mug in my hand I fill the crossword with a pen 7:12, garage door up I sail on through, sip my cup I’m at my desk before the boss walks in Tomorrow I will do it all again I do it any way I want No compromise, no need to talk The choice is mine, the buck stops here The lines are clean, my rules are clear I do it any way I please Don’t wait for my apologies Doesn’t really matter what you say I wouldn’t have it any other way What now is mine, once was ours The wife, the kids, the whole nine yards Sneakers strewn in the hall Finger smudges on the wall Yes, I provided, and all I asked Was a simple list of household tasks She let ’em slide until one winter day My wife packed up the kids and moved away Chorus Sunday I am on my knees I give the rag a gentle squeeze Wash the old oak floors until they shine Some days the silence can be loud The empty spaces call me out I see the hollow eyes inside the mirror How am I here? I do it any way I want No compromise, no need to talk The choice is mine, the buck stops here The lines are clean, my rules are clear I do it any way I please Just trying to keep my mind at ease One step at a time and every day I wouldn't have it I wouldn't have it I couldn’t have it any other way
5.
Write Again 03:07
I miss the days of writing letters On paper with a pen Seal it in an envelope Lick a stamp and then Walk it to the mailbox Raise the flag and when The mailman brings an answer Maybe I’ll sit and write again Write again, my friend Maybe I’ll sit and write again When the mailman brings an answer Maybe I’ll sit and write again I miss the quiet contemplation Imagining you there The wishing and the waiting The questions in the air And then the sweet delivery When I recognize your hand I read your letter slowly And it brings you near again Near again, my friend It brings you near again I read your letter slowly And it brings you near I miss the time to think it over And find the words to say Share with you the yearning That’s in my heart today With every line across the paper I better understand I feel that you are with me As I sit and write again Write again, my friend As I sit and write again I feel that you are listening As I sit and write
6.
Holy Man 04:05
I am not a holy man I take the wisdom when I can A crack of light around a granite door I’m trying to leave behind the din The voices dig beneath my skin The less they know, the louder they are sure I’m going away, gone away Where the blaring fades away I am not a man of steel I take my chance behind the wheel A yellow beam across the blowing snow I’m trying to find where I am bound Crunching on the frozen ground The only way to see is just to go I'm going away, gone away Where the sun breaks through the gray Hesitation gone today Nobody is in my way You are not the only one To seek the words and drop the gun Slowly now we gather and we rise We are stronger than we think We might be standing on the brink Power in our hands and in our eyes Going away, gone away Where we find the voice to say Resolution here today Nobody, nobody, nobody is in our way I am not a holy man Come beside and lend a hand Put your weight against the granite door
7.
Sycamore sycamore sycamore tree, Sprouted from a tiny seed Did someone plant you there for me Sycamore sycamore tree? On a soft and sunny afternoon My parents bring me home and soon They tie a bunch of blue balloons Right around the sycamore tree The grass tickles on my feet When I’m rocking in my bouncy seat The summer breezes smell so sweet Blowing by the sycamore tree I stand right up and fall back down And search for treasures on the ground Like the fuzzy seeds lying all around Underneath the sycamore tree We roll a snowman up so big And on his head we make a wig With a pile of knobby little twigs Fallen from the sycamore tree Sycamore sycamore sycamore tree Sheltering a family Did someone plant you there for me Sycamore sycamore tree? I can see the tree right from my bed All bony smooth where the bark has shed The leaves are as big as a daddy’s head Wise old sycamore tree In our front yard I kick the ball But now that space is getting small Some weeks I don’t go out at all To run by the sycamore tree I’m off to high school and one day To a leafy college far away But in my dreams I still play In the shade of the sycamore tree I move to the city, and then in time My parents long for more sunshine I hate to see that “For Sale” sign On the corner by the sycamore tree Sycamore sycamore sycamore tree, Forever in my memory Did someone plant you there for me Sycamore sycamore tree? I’m a husband now and a father too We drive for miles to catch a view Of the shady place where I grew Loving that sycamore tree There’s a red-haired girl with a lemonade stand I put three quarters in her hand So many footprints are on this land Remembered by the sycamore tree I sip the juice and the memories My little boy is on his knees Stuffing pockets full of fuzzy seeds Children of the sycamore tree Each seed is a promise that if you try If your roots dig deep And your trunk stands high Your leaves will stretch and taste the sky Growing like a sycamore tree Like a sycamore sycamore tree
8.
Tiny Song 03:22
Up the tiny stairs At a tiny desk I feel a tiny stirring Inside my chest I make a tiny sound With a tiny voice I have no idea I have got no choice Callused fingers on the tiny strings Walking me on back home Walking me always home It’s like a tiny building In the nighttime sky You spy another room You connect the line You see a tiny person By a windowsill Try to trace the story Growing bigger still Feel the beating of the tiny wings No, you are not alone You are not alone Through a pinhole eye Is an open view Of the city skyline I am there with you All the tiny people Form a swelling crowd And the tiny sounds They are getting loud In a tiny way I have said my piece Such a tiny song But a big release
9.
Fly 04:10
Fly away Drop what you’re doing Gray skies will soon be bluing No doubt am I entertaining No reason for explaining Been too much anticipating Fed up with contemplating No more will I be waiting 'Cause we’ve got Stones on our shoulders and steps to climb We’re losing our breath in the crush of time Gather the weight and the questions on your mind And leave it all behind Fly away Stop with the teasing I got a bag of reasons No way can I be going No matter how it’s blowing Been too long, too much dealing Today I got a feeling This moment is for stealing 'Cause we’ve got Stones on our shoulders and steps to climb We’re losing our breath in the crush of time Gather the weight and the worries on your mind And leave it all behind Fly away Drop what you’re doing Gray skies will soon be bluing No doubt am I entertaining No reason for explaining No doubt and no reason No waiting, no teasing No talk and no secret Just spread your wings and fly Fly
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Googling 03:11
When will it warm up When will I see you again When will I get my refund When will I die Why am I so ugly Why am I so gassy Why am I single Why am I so awake What if she says no What if she says maybe What if she has a boyfriend What if she doesn’t text back Will I ever be happy Will I ever grow a beard Will I ever be good enough Will I ever love again Am I a psycho Am I a narcissist Am I a hipster Am I fat Is she a player Is she attracted to me Is she a keeper Is she a hoe What if we could What if we were real What if we are the aliens What if we had no moon
12.
Lean a little closer Let the signals fade Dig a little deeper In this life we’ve made All the shiny little figures Are dancing on a screen Every finger is twitching On a shiny new machine Chorus Only the soul knows Way down, way down Easy little answers With the easy clicks Easy little candy For a midnight fix All the shiny little wrappers Are lying in a heap Still the hunger is calling And will not let me sleep Chorus Tell me what you picture When the screen goes gray Tell me what you think of When there’s nothing to say Feel the swaying of the rhythm When the noises start to fade Steal the tiny little secret Lying in the cooling shade Chorus

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A masterful songwriter and acoustic guitarist brings the folk, rock, and soul—and a satchel of new songs—to this live set, featuring a potent band with clarinet, flute, saxophone, percussion kit, and more.

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released October 16, 2019

JPR: acoustic guitar, Strumstick, lead vocals
Wendy Sassafras Ramsay: clarinet, flute, accordion, acoustic guitar, backing vocals
Josh Dekaney: percussion kit, backing vocals
Jason Fridley: bass, alto saxophone, backing vocals

Recorded 5.4.19 at the 443 Social Club and Lounge, Syracuse, New York, by Jeremy Johnston, except “Write Again”: performed by Pepper and Sassafras 12.10.18 at Brick Box at the Paramount Theater, Rutland, Vermont, and recorded and mixed by Phil Henry.
Album mixing and mastering by Jeremy Johnston.

All songs by Jeffrey Pepper Rodgers (Jeffrey Pepper Rodgers Music/ASCAP) except “Write Again”: words by Jack O. Bocchino and Jeffrey Pepper Rodgers, music by Jeffrey Pepper Rodgers.

Thanks to Julie and Jimmy at the 443, Jeremy and Phil for capturing the sounds, Jack for the evocative words, Genevieve Fridley for the video stills, my bandmates for their keen ears and adventurous spirit, and all who joined and inspired us in the room.

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John Lennon Songwriting Contest grand prize winner and founding editor of Acoustic Guitar magazine.

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